So, for about the past month or so, I’ve been feeling a little torn…

I’ve been contstantly thinking about things and feeling things that I shouldn’t be thinking about and all that stuff.  Great, more drama..

I have a hard time concentrating at work at the tasks I have to do, but I can’t focus… My mind gets distracted and it’s probably not a good thing..  I have a secret… Ha, you thought I was going to tell you huh? I never asked for it to be that way, it just is.  It’s complicated…. VERY Complicated… I’m complicated…  Uggh, I hope guys like complicated girls…

I want to shout it out so bad that I want to burst at times.  But I have to keep my restraint and not open my mouth.  It’s so hard because I’m so podagee…  I like LOVE to talk…

There’s only one other person who knows my secret…. It probably doesn’t go farther than that one person…  Some people have tried guessing… I don’t *think* they know… Maybe they know…  Now I think is where it get’s awkward…